Thursday, December 15, 2005
was watching tv juz now.. n there was dis sitcom tat was on.. bt sumhow it wasnt on anything funny bt it was on death.. a death of a father.. a summary of the background of sotry is tat the father is a journalist or sumthing lyk tat.. he has a column in a paper n b4 he died he wrote a 5hr article.. nt tat long bt it was touching.. summarising, the touching part was wen he mentioned on how his kids are so open tat they express their feelings to him, like hw they said 'dad, ure an idiot' or 'dad,ure a geek' or 'i hate u'. he goes on by saying tat he cud haf prevent this if he was more strict n tat his kids b in fear of him n therefore the house will b less noisy cos they dont wish to express themselves much.. bt he doesnt wan it tat wae.. he knows tat each time or hw many times they insult him, he noes tat their love will come after.. he noes tat his children loves him very much..
i reflect.. in some families, saying 'i love u' to each other is as easy as abc.. bt for me it can b so hard to sae tat to my famili.. mayb im nt used to it.. bt for me, i mite alwaes get angry wif my dad n i mite never express myself bt i noe deep inside i luv him very much n i noe as long as i still do, nuthing else matters.. same goes wif my mom.. we mite b worlds apart in terms of personality bt i still luv her.. n my bro.. i luv him too..
i guess i cant change the wae my famili werks now, bt insyallah wen i grow up n haf my own famili, i hope to make it a practise tat expressing love isnt a gesture oni, bt a habit..
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